**Here is the first part of my PCOS Journey series**
Y’all, last week was just one of those weeks and everything felt off – I think the full moon on last Friday had something to do with it! Did you feel like something was off last week?
I made these graphics last Wednesday for this blog post and you could say I was kinda in a dark place. I had to face something that I did not want to hear and it wasn’t what I expected at all.
There will be a series about everything that I have been going through behing the scenes and it will be on this category – The Life of Kylie because it is about my life.
It’s something that is so personal and I haven’t ever talked about it before on here. I know, I don’t have to write about every little detail that has happened in my life and that I could choose to leave some parts out. The thing is, I don’t want to do that because I want to share this with all of you, no matter how personal it may be. I want to write about what I have been going through because there might be that one person who has or is currently going through what I’m going through.
When y’all read the blog posts I put out, I want every one of you to feel like you’re not alone and we all have struggles.
In my heart, I feel like I need to write about everything I have been through these couple of months because it’s honestly scary facing the unknown and not having all of the answers to my questions; I still don’t. But do you know what? It makes me want to trust God even more that He will lead me out of the darkness and into the light – I cannot wait for that day where everything will start making sense to me.
I also know that I don’t have to explain myself to everyone because they might not understand. I’m ready to let this all out because it’s a lot to even say. A lot has happened.
That’s why I’m turning this into a series – each blog post will add onto each other (y’all will see once the series starts). It’s just too much to add into only one blog post, so that’s why I’m going to split them up.
I haven’t started writing these blog posts yet, but I do know what will be in each of them. I’m stuck though because I don’t know when the series should start – I keep on waiting until everything makes sense and waiting until I have the answers, but I have realized that I don’t know when that will be. I also wanted it to be all together where y’all will get a new blog post about it each week without there being any gaps of waiting for the next one.
Then, I felt like maybe I should start the series soon, so that way the blog posts for November and December won’t have so many emotions in them.
I just don’t know when to start the series, so I have a question for you
When would you like to read the series: when I have everything together like you won’t be waiting for a new blog post from the series because everything will be there or do them as I go so if I don’t have anything to add to the next blog post of the series, I will wait until I do have something. Does that make sense? Please comment your answer down below in the comment section of this blog post because I’ll do the series whenever y’all want it.
The series will mainly be about taking care of yourself and that’s all I’m going to say, for now!
There has been a lot of things that happened and hopefully, the series will be starting soon because I don’t want to forget a thing.
I’m sorry that this post is kinda all over the place. I do want to say that I’m proud of myself, even though it has felt like I’m in the dark and can’t get out of it. It’s scary at times because I don’t know what will be coming next and God only knows, He knows what’s going to happen even way before it does happen.
We need to fully trust Him, even when we feel like we’re in the dark and all alone. You’re not alone though because God is with you every step of the way.
On Wednesday, I felt like everything was tumbling down all at once and it was a lot to take in to the point I felt overwhelmed with everything. As I’m writing this, it’s the weekend now and I feel so much better than I did, but I still feel like I’m in the dark. I know that everything will be okay and I put everything in God’s hands.
If you feel like you’re in the darkness too, I want to tell you that everything is about to get better and you need to have the strength to get back up again.
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“In the darkest times of your life, your praise to God should be the loudest. Let the enemy know you’re not afraid of the dark.” – Toby MacTweet this!